I think I am more patient. More forgiving. I've become somewhat invisible. My priorities are reversed and twisted around. I'm way more sensitive than I was before and I am also a lot stronger. I see things more clearly. For what they are, and not for what I wish they would be. I love in a new way. In a way that I can't put into words and I can't believe I am able to feel every day and still breathe. I don't know how my heart doesn't explode into nine trillion pieces when she smiles at me. Or giggles. I don't care if my hair is a mess and my pants are high waters. I'd rather spend my time playing or snuggling than shopping and styling. I think I am more accepting. I can see now the person that I was before and shake my head. I am glad to be given second chances. And thirds. And fourteenths. I see more positive than negative. I am hopeful. I laugh more. {it's possible!} I realize that no one is out to get me- and if they are, who cares. Not. Me. I am a better listener. I am a better prayer. I'm more thankful than I have ever been in my life.
Change is Good.
Change is Good.
Until Next Time,
The Guff




Mwwaaahh! I love you!
ReplyDeleteBut I loved you before you were a mother, too. I think you're straight-up awesome, and that's no change.
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this is beautiful natalie...so glad you're in my sister's life. Love you. <3, Sarah V.
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